Anyone who ever looks at my tumble will know Im a purger. I’m the definition of anorexia b/p subtype. I purge all day,everyday. It’s not that I want food or I want a certain food I just want something to shove into my mouth so minutes later I can throw it all up again. I’m filling some void inside by constantly shoving my face.
This sums up my time spent with eating disorders. I was shoving food in my mouth to fill some void in my life.
I was always the opposite. I felt empty emotionally, so I wanted to keep feeling that way. I was never restrictive, I just stopped eating much of anything for awhile. It was worse when I was really emotional. It’s why now, when I’m really stressed or angry or depressed, I don’t eat anything until the mood passes.
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Non Violent Communication Zine
Infinite Relationships; Relationships without Bounds or Boundaries, love without limits or ends
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So, all this week I’ve had a sinus infection. I still have it. I thought it was getting better, but now one side of my nose is being all stupid and clogged. And I can’t blow my nose cause it hurts my ear…so…suck. Guess it’s just gonna have to stay clogged.
Also, I now have an eye infection. My mom has some drops for it, luckily, but yeah…it is a mighty suck.
So, some of you may feel you need these.
Yes, yes…I do. All of them. Immediately.
Okay so I talked with rope boy. I understand the position he’s in a lot better now. I don’t like it any better because it’ll still mean that she’s hanging around, but we agreed to try to buffer it as much as possible. Because I don’t want to end things with him.
He’s super irritated by this too. This is apparently the fourth relationship she’s tried to sabotage, and while I would be done with her at that point, I understand that like dropping her would be really bad for him socially. It’d create a lot of really bad blood in his theme camp and I don’t want that for him. So yeah, we’re gonna buffer it as best we can and I’m not going anywhere.
Read message from rope boys other partner:
I text him and he tells me that he doesn’t think I should have to deal with this either:
How I’m hoping things between them go:
What I’m likely to do the next time I see her:
Just sayin.
Is that like a plea/request for more people to ask you?
Hey now, I’m not desperate. I just figure with 1,300-something followers more than one person will be interested. Also I like doing witchy things and money or exchange, it’s fun and it’s practice for me and you guys get stuff too.
Also I have no shame.
I think you still owe me a rune reading? It was like forever ago though, so no big deal, but I’d still like one. I’ll still totally trade you poetry.
So now I’m listening to my angriest of music and I am in desperate need to vent. And Ugggghhhh….
WTF!!! THIS WAS NOT HOW THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HANDLED! THIS UGH…MAKES ME NEVER WANT TO DO POLY AGAIN.
